sometimes I wish I knew what “he” had in store for my future. I hate waiting and playing this guessing game. even though I’m 18, I still consider myself a kid. I do stupid things, I get in trouble, and I can be dangerously wreckless when I’m mad. yet i know he watches over me and I thank him so much. I would just like to know. or at least catch a glimpse of my future. wether it be bad or good. I wanna be ready. I just wish life wasn’t so difficult and filled with this many obstacles. but then, life is a bitch right ? you just fuck her and learn.

sometimes I wish I knew what “he” had in store for my future. I hate waiting and playing this guessing game. even though I’m 18, I still consider myself a kid. I do stupid things, I get in trouble, and I can be dangerously wreckless when I’m mad. yet i know he watches over me and I thank him so much. I would just like to know. or at least catch a glimpse of my future. wether it be bad or good. I wanna be ready. I just wish life wasn’t so difficult and filled with this many obstacles. but then, life is a bitch right ? you just fuck her and learn.